[o][n][y][x] rising from the ashes..

++ Geraldine ++

My life now is almost perfect.. Smooth sailing.. No friendship problems, healthy love life, big dance projects coming up, doing extremely well in school (surprising.. haha..), feeling fit and healthy again, my 6 pack is back again, motivation on working out is back again, motivation to take responsiblity and clean the house, do the chores, yup, they're all back again.. Except for one thing.. This one big hole.. My sister..

Didn't know that I could miss her.. Probably cuz I see her everyday and even sometimes when I can't see her, I can hear her.. (Yah, she's that loud) What happened? She left home for abt a week now and she'll be gone til her O's are over.. She went over to her friend's place for a study boot camp or something.. Fredick doesn't trust her.. But I do.. And I hope that she doesn't disappoint the people that are standing by her determinations.. Especially my mum..

After her being gone for a week, all of us can tell that without her around, we're never quite a complete family.. There was a time when Fredick wasn't always around but we still lived on like he wasn't supposed to be around.. (Oops.. That sounded kinda harsh..) There was a time when I was missing too, when I went into NS, I was gone for very long.. But I didn't know if the situation was like now.. Like so, incomplete..

Ger, if you're reading this, all of us (ok, maybe not Fredick) misses you.. Especially me.. And Jean too.. You're my sister, my friend, my buddy, my room-mate, and so much more.. I'm not asking you to come home now.. I asking you to work hard, stand strong, do the best you can, then come home.. Do us proud ger, I believe you can do it.. I know you can do it..

Love ya..

nine5ouLz ___the shadows of the onyx are like mine

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