
::Addictions::
My One & Only : Jean+Britney Spears+Coffebean Brownies+Kelly Clarkson+The O.C+Photography+Darni's Irish Cream Latte+Shopping+Men's Health+Gwen Stefani+Desperate Housewives+Tennis+Black n White Pictures+Dance+Choreography+Outdoors
+Orchard Rd+Chilling Out+Movies+Black Eyed Peas+Stefanie Sun+Speed+Animals
+Charmed+Blogskin Designing+Final Fantasy+F.R.I.E.N.D.S+Beer+Britney Spears
::Needs::
+Girlfriend(s) ;p
+Bigger body
+Best Friend(s) -ex just passed away ;p
+For my ORD to come asap! (17 July 05)
++ Hauntings ++
I pulled her towards me when she was already holding on to something else.. She decided that I was the one she wants to hang on to.. But somehow a piece of thread from the past seem to be hooked onto her.. And the more I pull, the tighter it grips.. Being with her is like a world in our own.. A feeling I've never had a chance to feel before.. The high and ecstasy feeling.. Addiction.. But I always can't help to think that in a second or juz a blink of an eye, she's looking at that thread.. She's still thinking of him.. And that feelings still haunts me.. I don't wana seem selfish because even if she's a tad happier with him than me, I'll let go.. I love her too much to see her sad.. I love her too much that all I long for is her being happy, her smile.. Even if I won't be there to experience it.. Am I doing the right thing? Or am I stupid to even think like that in the first place? Am I good enough for her? Am I in anyway a disappointment? Could I do better? All these questions have become a regular in my mind.. And I starting to get sick to keep thinking about it.. Cuz the answers to it never seem to come.. Only time will tell.. And I'm willing to wait for time..
nine5ouLz
___the shadows of the onyx are like mine
::Other Half of Me::
Jean
::Others::
Blogskins
Blogger
Friendster
Britney's Spears Forum
Deviant Art
NanaCrash
PhotoBucket
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